Affliction

Dupe to darkness by love
Consciousness and will, surrendered too
Afflicted by ill truth

Prisoner Of My Cage

prisoned in a cage
created by none
bars placed
of fear and pain

pastures of freedom
and love, gaze
yet clamped,
in a prisoners cage

lips quiver, to taste
the portion, Love
heavenly state
and Eternal place

Lead,
by the fingers of slain
to the glory
of sorrow and rage

prisoned in a cage
created by none
to read the scriptures
of the saint

Failed to experience,
borrowed, their words,
to utter,
one’s disappointment
and shame

soul ,that never loved
had no courage
is stale water
fragmented in distaste

prisoned in a cage
created by none

Love Hope and Charity............

LOVE
Yes, I have loved
few countable
moments of my life
String into
the single digit of one


HOPE
Echo’s of failures
torment my mind

Success of failures
trample my heart

Still, I held my head high
as shame left my side


CHARITY
Invisible balm on the broken wings
birds soaring high
thanking Almighty

singing,
I Am Loving Charity

Ize-Ity Orchestra

synchronize the symphony
scrutinize the seniority
finalize the ability
realize the stability
tranquilize the vulnerability
alkalinize the diversity
valorize the divinity
civilize the humanity


before
pulverize by impurity

3:21 am still awake!

3:21am still awake

energies ride
physical scuffle
random mind
thoughtless thoughts
strange man
daily dreams
unseen reel
dialogues printed
wasted day
life, the journey ends


evanescence night
romantic sky
wild roses bloomed
hatches cross
no man's lie

strangers chatter
teeth clatter
nous eyes
intelligent mind
ruin emotions
all fall dry

new morning
daily sun
shine different
beholding light

shattered clutter
pieces fly
universe rewinds
the previous night



3 21am still awake
routine ride

Stranger

You remind me of a stranger, I met once
who answered all my quest..........

Are you the stranger?

God, I AM

Close the change
Can’t handle it more
Don’t want to face
As rendered I am bored

Adjusting around the clock
To fit the perfect me
Trying to transform
What I am being

Cancel the changes made
As I am want I am to be
A perfect soul and
Immortal man to be

Disgust is the feeling
Being a man and
Not a God, I am



The Silver Lining

No sun, in sight
dark clouds ride

Hiding behind
A rising tower

Torches the rays
the periphery stays

Strikes one
breaks the glaze

Obscurity within
liberates the way

Dissolving the
vex, by its ray

Maa......

Flowers purloin breath
your smile, hearts


Stars glow the sky
your eyes, a joy


Midst the nature
you escalate, a tree

O! Moon

Blanketed in
malevolence night
you illumine
O! Moon

abode
lonesome souls,
abandoned by
equanimity and peace

signature quandaries
dissipate itself
in your
scintillate light

a new hope
dwindles
like your
synchronous rotation

birthing a
secured start
transforming
our life’s

joyous, rhythmic
step follows
assured friendship,
a life time

O! Moon,
a silent friend.

Boundaries...................

Boundaries


Definition of it.
my space, your place
universe cares less
coz it’s natural.


sails strait.
rivers creek,
all meet
in the
Universal seas.
Name we
divide thee,
all sea
still see
The fishes
Swim free.



Boundaries:

know more
religions hoard
countries freeze,
countdown begins.
Shores afloat
dividend road
close shore.
Pallor’s no more


Sects within a sect,
superiority flow.
Status quo hold~
Bigotry,
the head quarters show.


Social moves,
amoral we do
insecurity breed,
uniqueness we feel


Game, the society
censure the policy
eliminate humanity,
create,
personal boundaries.



Birds, migrate
bu a faith, all country
its motherland.
Nail a board,
my homeland.
belong I, drawing
An invisible line
failed, the tectonics plate.


Boundaries, yes!
a personal responsibility
Not individuality.

Whole Half

Wrapped up in my own world
Never could I see the sun, shine

The fragrance of flowers
Never traveled my way
Though habitat, eons array

Nothing musing my way
As I lived in trance, murking my way

Eyes open wide
Colors in front of these eyes
Named them I correct
Red blue and white

Met mesmerizing eyes
Never could hold their light
Pass them by
Cerebrating their chimera

Love came my way
Though it was a sigh
Shared a cuppa coffee
Thanking it for restoring
My dilapidated shape

Travel I further in such of taste
Tried the mud, too bitter for the taste

Life motioned ahead
Landscape austere by side
Transforming boundaries
Divergent I decide

Defeated by age
Crawled my way
Conserving the energy
For the alchemy way

Failing safe, finally
Questioned God
Where in life is

Harmony in wind
Happiness in air
Limitless strength
Unbounded joy
Non-judgmental love
Unconditional smile

“Look behind”, he said
with a curved line

The evolutionary fact
flash across my eyes

I could see the choices I had


I chose
Smoke over warmth
Desk over open arms
Future over the moment
Loneliness over friends
Work over family
Clock against the time
Death over life


Reeling my life
In the debris of
The volcanic ash



Effervescent life.

Life
empty canvas,
no rains
to paint.

Dried leaves,
failed
dew drops,
no paint, iota wet.

stars, moons
birds, sky
all live
in outer space

stories unfold,
curt words
stolen ~
layman's store

emotions
fade,
tears roll,
paints breathes.

colors pour,
flowers bloom,
rainbow transpires
Alas! Sun shines.

intriguing nature
sheets
the canvas
effervescent life.

Happy Rakshabandhan

Reminiscence forever :
Are childhood mischief's and care free years
Trivial fights and blessed laughter's


Changes are the :
Landscape and en route, locality and district
Silhouette and lifestyle


Eternal is :
Kith and kin fasten in fevistick.
Wrapped in love and kind deed


Time is :
Realization of our conscientiousness
Appreciating each other more
Fostering this bond further



Happy Rakshabandhan


I'm thankful we love each other And I adore each one of you. :)



Oneness with Universe

Once upon a time I was 'me'

You came and it became 'we'

In 'us' there is Oneness

The consciousness of it

Became the awareness

And the universe its soul






I AM UNIVERSE" :)

Well.. we all one entity with different individuality :)

Transcend Time

In the race of life

I feel somewhere

I have the soul in me



To compete

I strengthened my intellect

And lost my heart



I fed the brain

And locked my heart



I praised my intelligence

And thickened my heart



I flourished my mind

And constricted my heart



I stood the storms with my brains

And tightened the emotions in my chest



I cruise the world with my brains

And heart deplored, the essence of life



My head maneuvered through the problems

And heart detained to murk



I stood cold in the winds of life

And heart deserted in this



The rains swept pass me

And heart withered in it



The soul slithered to my side

Yet I hold the intellectual side



Finally it left,

Fading away in light

To resurrect and

Integrate life itself



Gambit Life

Alone we sleep distance apart
Solitary we reap crisscrossing our paths
Yet we complete our lives
Residing in each others heart

Thoughts of you never leave my mind
Heart of mine beats your life
Strangers we become in life
As time passes by

We remnant in the past
Casting shadows in dark
Thwarting the light
From illuminating our sight

Locked in ourselves
Rummaging the truth
Blinded by the portrayal
Our astuteness could weave

Parallel we survive
Not acknowledging the certainty
Decreeing destiny
To play its part

Yet we stalk in reverse
Now taking a chance
To amalgamate our lives
Awaiting the fatality ahead

Love is..............

Love is a song
Not the lyrics you sing

Love is a flow
Not storage you built

Love is pure
When you are transparent in it

Love is God
When you can trust in it

Love is you
If you see by my eyes

Love is me
In thee you see

Love is a paradox
When you are attach to it

Love is bliss
When you are detach from it

Love is not an emotion
It is a state of being

Love is imbibing
With oneness in it

Distantly Disconnected

Today I write a love song to you
Not my heart’s twinge

The dream of being together
Like love of the ocean waves

Early morning smiles of the
Rains at the window pane

The first sun ray’s that fall on us
Of the blissful moment of life

The look of the eternal love
Knowing togetherness we always want

Dreams we dreamt of our life
Till death could do us apart

Our long chats and silent night
Understanding everything that’s shared

Our planned meeting in heaven
And coffee in clouds

The barefoot walk and
Our hearts carved in shell

Nature humming the tune
As our hands clasp to compile
OUR SONG

At the same shore I stand, alone
Feeling your warmth with me
Though you never lived to see
But we lived the dream

Cry For Love

Scouting here and there, I met you

You read my life like a book and offered a helping hand
I sped through the key hole, you were still there
I hid from you when I heard you were verging on
Every attempt of yours met my shield yet you never quit

At the lowest in life, you again offered your help
I met your eyes to say, “I am fine: get lost”
There you still hold your gaze
Gentleness in eyes and unfathomed trust
Echoing the words “Would you like to share something?”
Silence penetrates and you egress
Sigh of relief I breathe

I quit work the next day
Thinking never will see you again
It turned round
I am still seeing you everywhere

Two years have passed
Never have I found someone as trustworthy as yours
Someone to share the darkest night
Someone whose arms I could unfurl
Yet we meet in pieces
To complete the jigsaw puzzle ‘me’

I question in silence of night
What turned me around?
Was that look in your eyes
Or my need for that arms

Day in and out, I torture myself
To know the answer why my heart skips

Thinking the thought “You”
Is it your look that makes me beautiful
Or my truth which refutes the illusion you; a dream

I hold you every moment in my life
Knowing you will never be mine
As maternal instinct of yours
Never permits you to be mine
Thought of this never procreates your mind
As a child I am not an adult to you

Yet every night I dream
Of the mistake our lips would make
To unlock ourselves in the universal love
Of bliss and enlightenment which stands
As our last night of eternal list

The chords you will touch that night
Will weave the music for my life
As always I see you by my side
Still with those enchanted eyes

Life will once more shower love at me
And evergreen would be my life: a tree
In all weather preserving my roots
And seedling more fruits

What seems now a barren land
A youthful worn out tree
With it bare branches reaching out to thee
Asking to pour thy love on it

Selfish I

Fingers roll over the keys
Searching for words to weave
A story for thee

The anguish in me
To better me
Kills the instinct in me

Heart desires to benignly flow
Mind necessitates the master to pro

Predilection for writing
Is annihilated by me

Caught in the web
Created by me to better me

My truth in me questions thee
Write this for whom???

A soul search or praises worth
A heartfelt or technical tell
A wall built or candid me

Who is this write, about me
Or the accolades it gives



To tell the truth



It’s all about me
And accolades it gives

Ascension

Ascension has come
Life has sunk
In the poison drum
Swallowed in veins
And breathes in pain

Awakens the soul
To boar no more
Rise hath the even sky
Bend down
To hold me from drown
As level of my consciousness
Has a second round

Train me and test me
Believe me and trust me
I will never let you down

Steps of fear and shaking ground
I walk on with a hope in this round
As I know you will always hold me around
To test me in my watered ground

Faith of mine will not twitter
Hold it will its ground
As I know
I am your child
And the divine spark
Of your creative time

Made with a free will to live
And choice to exercise it
Choose I had evil
Now I choose the good

Hold me tight as I need to free
From the clutches of the evil
And desires of the world
Give a chance to live me through
On the road you no more seek

Failed I have miserably in some rounds
Faith in some has sailed me around
Grounding is yielding in trust
Questioning of the mind
Is still on its lust

Reading you now
Has given me more trust
Building on my conviction
To follow your trust
Miracles you do
Expands in me
The trust I need
To fulfill the ascension I see

Promise I thee, you see
I will walk the ground you
Which you build
Cross over the bridge
I will do as you see
As I AM WHAT I AM TO BE

The Naked Night

The ache in heart
Felt never so pleased
Embraced in love
Always felt no peace

Searched every night
The arms those were right
Failed every moment
To curb the covetousness of life

Soul crept to the side of bed
Body laid by its side
Hands that slide
Were cold as ice
Warmth that felt
Was a vindictive sigh

Emotions lay bared one more night
Feeling the wound as no surprise

Severed from life
For one more night
To savor the ardor for life

Tattered mind, turned the remorse
As the tears congealed it
Solidified by the fact
Legitimacy of life had
Perished that night

For one more time
The soul left her side

Love and Me

In love
You and me
I and you
Both are we

I love you and
Ignore me

You love me and
I ignore thee

You ask me
To see
With your eyes
And I see thee,
Not me

Love flowed from
You to me
And me to you
Never from
Me to me

You vanished
Nonetheless love flows
From me to you
None for me

A WALK BY THE POINT

A walk by the point
Refreshes the mind

Children playing by
Screaming and cycling by

Dog pooing in side
Owners looking other side

Runners running by
Walkers walking by

People training hard
Some losing weight
Some thinking I am insane
Some being the superstar of the night
Some being the sports star of light

Lovers embraced in arms
Watching the sun meet the horizon

Group of friends laughing in style
Clicking the memories
That will last for a life

Couples of all ages that walk by

Oldest walking slowly
Beside each other
Still saying
Don’t worry I am with you my dear
Hold my breath I sigh, “where’s is mine?”

Middle age couple
Walking at different pace
Wandering
How much I got to sacrifice
Man wished married I never was
Women hope my children are in class

Young couple with a kid in hand
Dreams together of the future of the child
Lest unknown to the fact
What life will spool for their child

Newly wed
Lost in their world
All is beauty if you see through their eyes
Loved embraced like it will eternal
As people stare pass commenting in sign
Some loud, some groans, nothing bothers them
Happy they are in each others arms

Couples stuck in between of all the golden period
Are walking fast discussing the issues of life
One tells the other to calm
Issues will be sorted when we are home
Speed doubles when I near them
Domestic issue I don’t want to look by

All walk encompassing the beauty of life
Not realizing what they have picked up and pass

Aunties my dear aunties
Are so loud when they gossip by
Discussing the previous night party
And annoyed by the other lady last night
Slowed my pace I do sometime enjoy it by

Uncles who say we are on walk
Are still on mobile screaming out loud
How the hell you didn’t get that price
Wait till I complete my walk
Trrrrrringggggggg the mobile rings again
Answering they are all the while
Walked not even 100 meters mark
Hovering below the tree
How long I didn’t wait to watch

Of course are tourists
Who clicks everything
As if they are in a wonderland
Beauty of the nature
Colors of the sky
Smiles of the people
And Indian style

Not to forget our Romeos dear
Who linger and whistle and trouble the couple
Wait and watch the beauty that pass by
Wishing if I had her all in my arms

Are office goers who saunter
Trying to end the wretchedness of the day
And people like me who watches all the way

Few people I see have come to enjoy the beauty of walk
Rarely do I see people who like the sun draw out it rays
Countable people who have enjoyed their day

I walk back taking all the feelings I say
Enjoying the beauty of nature that my eyes can take
The breeze that strokes me
Taking away all the worries I feel
Making me realize
How lucky I am
To enjoy the beauty that sky has

Recycled Heart

Silence of my heart, arises
Fear of my mind, dries it
Fiery life, fires it
Cyclone style, tries it
End, it dies in it.

Heart of mine, cries in it
Shell of mine, tightens it
Living of shine
Demise it

Few words spoke with me
Sin, none committed it
Versatile life strife’s it
Ending the life in it

Mortal lives build it
Soul inside stills it
Awaken mind arises it
Silent smile seals it

Journey of fate ends it
Vicious circles, circles it
Karmas twisted in
Making spiritual exit in

Heart finally sinking
End of life, birth of cry
Silent smile, smiles it
Recycle of life starts it

A Writer's Paradox

If writing was complicated

Would I ever be a writer?

If living was simple
Would a writer ever write?

Its's Been a While.....

It’s been a while

My songs had no lyrics to write

It’s been a while

Where life had not been so quiet

It’s been a while

The thought of you never pass my mind

It’s been a while

Where loneliness was sweeter than your smile

It’s been a while

I never rang the door bell

It’s been a while

With no numbers to dial

It’s been a while

I laughed with you not in my life

It’s been a while

I am singing the song that’s please my heart

It’s been a while

I have being who I am to be

Yes, who I am to be,

No more pretense, JUST me

It’s been a while

I have heard no sound of thee

It’s been a while

I live without you in me

It’s been a while

I am living a life full of me

It’s been a while

Now that the love flows through me

Not conquering me

It’s been a while……..

Soul, An Immortal Truth

Superficial of life demands abandonment of soul
Inkling of a spark can killer fire the night
Rumors spread, a night lived in darkness
Moments of breath felt when en wrapped in flame
Gale of moments never last
What last is the eternal soul

Spark of wisdom soars high
Gratitude of life holds the grind
Flame of violet transmutes the life
Light of soul rises above the sky
Heavens moves the earth
Just to complete your life
No more you are a soul
But a united whole

Gasp for the breath that passes by
Sunrise arise just for your smile
Moon shines for twinkle in your eyes
As man you are not but a human inside

Ravens of lavishes will all pass by
Surrender to the temptation of life
Or break free the tie
Builders boulders are never their own
Home they are for the people that grow

Layers and layers of cream that slice
Does not hide the chocolate inside

Man a mortal life
Soul an immortal truth that hide

In Your Name

Every cell in my body
Breathes your name

Every dream of mine
Is woven in your name

Every song is sang
With your name

Every breath I take
Is in your name

Every moment of my life
I live for your name

Every time I smile
I think of your name

Every tear I shed
I shed in your name

Everything I do
I do it in your name

Every glass that cuts through
Carves your name

Every shattered piece of my heart
Has embossed your name

My last breath
Left with your name