Being so close to the end
Being so close to the start
The road traveled
Was a distant less than a step apart

Tears cried to descend
Heart opens and shut for a while
Its peeps outside, takes a leap
And ascends inside

Ah! The tremors fell
Dispels the body’s light
Fragmented, it still connects

Rage turns to heat
Fear, a storm
Sadness collapse
And rest never ceased to live

The journey continues
New members come to meet
Sorrow to despair
Shame to guilt
Hurt to pain
And ache to insane

All travelers in me
None wish to reside
None wish to leave
They treat with respect
The lost soul in it

A  stagnated weakness for life.

 

Sorrow has a row,
Happy has an appy
One endowed orchard
Other carbonated

Hail to Fear!

I was suppose to commit suicide
For once more the fear stopped me in!

Transparent

The peace in me is restored
The piece in me is destroyed
Nothingness bore
Therefore
I Am no more ignorant

Who Am I To BE?

Torn between ‘me’
The better be and the best me

The stranger in ‘me’
The worst me and the real me

Who is me?
What I see or what you see?

Who is to be?
My being or yours seeing

Who am I to be?

Red

Deep down, in the sea of emotions, sails a child
The depth of it, he, only can feel
What might seem shallow, could be an ocean, he see

In the muddled water of lake, he finds a pearl
He names it ‘she’, thinking the joy it brings...
Which, he would never feel

Strange as time, the pearl turns
Him to her and he sees an exotic life
Still in the deep waters of red

..

Always in crowd
Away from ones around
I stood all alone
Not knowing
In loneliness, I grow

You came, you loved, you moved
I defined loneliness in you

Now,I embark on journey of love
You gone, deepening loneliness in me

My voice, now speaks
How sullen I have become

My arms, now ache
Of my own enclave territory

My eyes, always moist
Of grief in my heart

My soul, now screams
Of how desired you are

My life, now moans
How dead I am and was



Come Back!
Rewind, that every moment
You were close to my heart

And

I, guard it with armor of my past,
Shield it with arrogance of snide


Yet


You loved,
I disrespect

You trusted,
I cared less

You stretched,
I rebound, and broke at last

You left,it dawned

Loneliness,
was the only thing bred.