Distantly Disconnected

Today I write a love song to you
Not my heart’s twinge

The dream of being together
Like love of the ocean waves

Early morning smiles of the
Rains at the window pane

The first sun ray’s that fall on us
Of the blissful moment of life

The look of the eternal love
Knowing togetherness we always want

Dreams we dreamt of our life
Till death could do us apart

Our long chats and silent night
Understanding everything that’s shared

Our planned meeting in heaven
And coffee in clouds

The barefoot walk and
Our hearts carved in shell

Nature humming the tune
As our hands clasp to compile
OUR SONG

At the same shore I stand, alone
Feeling your warmth with me
Though you never lived to see
But we lived the dream

Cry For Love

Scouting here and there, I met you

You read my life like a book and offered a helping hand
I sped through the key hole, you were still there
I hid from you when I heard you were verging on
Every attempt of yours met my shield yet you never quit

At the lowest in life, you again offered your help
I met your eyes to say, “I am fine: get lost”
There you still hold your gaze
Gentleness in eyes and unfathomed trust
Echoing the words “Would you like to share something?”
Silence penetrates and you egress
Sigh of relief I breathe

I quit work the next day
Thinking never will see you again
It turned round
I am still seeing you everywhere

Two years have passed
Never have I found someone as trustworthy as yours
Someone to share the darkest night
Someone whose arms I could unfurl
Yet we meet in pieces
To complete the jigsaw puzzle ‘me’

I question in silence of night
What turned me around?
Was that look in your eyes
Or my need for that arms

Day in and out, I torture myself
To know the answer why my heart skips

Thinking the thought “You”
Is it your look that makes me beautiful
Or my truth which refutes the illusion you; a dream

I hold you every moment in my life
Knowing you will never be mine
As maternal instinct of yours
Never permits you to be mine
Thought of this never procreates your mind
As a child I am not an adult to you

Yet every night I dream
Of the mistake our lips would make
To unlock ourselves in the universal love
Of bliss and enlightenment which stands
As our last night of eternal list

The chords you will touch that night
Will weave the music for my life
As always I see you by my side
Still with those enchanted eyes

Life will once more shower love at me
And evergreen would be my life: a tree
In all weather preserving my roots
And seedling more fruits

What seems now a barren land
A youthful worn out tree
With it bare branches reaching out to thee
Asking to pour thy love on it

Selfish I

Fingers roll over the keys
Searching for words to weave
A story for thee

The anguish in me
To better me
Kills the instinct in me

Heart desires to benignly flow
Mind necessitates the master to pro

Predilection for writing
Is annihilated by me

Caught in the web
Created by me to better me

My truth in me questions thee
Write this for whom???

A soul search or praises worth
A heartfelt or technical tell
A wall built or candid me

Who is this write, about me
Or the accolades it gives



To tell the truth



It’s all about me
And accolades it gives

Ascension

Ascension has come
Life has sunk
In the poison drum
Swallowed in veins
And breathes in pain

Awakens the soul
To boar no more
Rise hath the even sky
Bend down
To hold me from drown
As level of my consciousness
Has a second round

Train me and test me
Believe me and trust me
I will never let you down

Steps of fear and shaking ground
I walk on with a hope in this round
As I know you will always hold me around
To test me in my watered ground

Faith of mine will not twitter
Hold it will its ground
As I know
I am your child
And the divine spark
Of your creative time

Made with a free will to live
And choice to exercise it
Choose I had evil
Now I choose the good

Hold me tight as I need to free
From the clutches of the evil
And desires of the world
Give a chance to live me through
On the road you no more seek

Failed I have miserably in some rounds
Faith in some has sailed me around
Grounding is yielding in trust
Questioning of the mind
Is still on its lust

Reading you now
Has given me more trust
Building on my conviction
To follow your trust
Miracles you do
Expands in me
The trust I need
To fulfill the ascension I see

Promise I thee, you see
I will walk the ground you
Which you build
Cross over the bridge
I will do as you see
As I AM WHAT I AM TO BE

The Naked Night

The ache in heart
Felt never so pleased
Embraced in love
Always felt no peace

Searched every night
The arms those were right
Failed every moment
To curb the covetousness of life

Soul crept to the side of bed
Body laid by its side
Hands that slide
Were cold as ice
Warmth that felt
Was a vindictive sigh

Emotions lay bared one more night
Feeling the wound as no surprise

Severed from life
For one more night
To savor the ardor for life

Tattered mind, turned the remorse
As the tears congealed it
Solidified by the fact
Legitimacy of life had
Perished that night

For one more time
The soul left her side

Love and Me

In love
You and me
I and you
Both are we

I love you and
Ignore me

You love me and
I ignore thee

You ask me
To see
With your eyes
And I see thee,
Not me

Love flowed from
You to me
And me to you
Never from
Me to me

You vanished
Nonetheless love flows
From me to you
None for me

A WALK BY THE POINT

A walk by the point
Refreshes the mind

Children playing by
Screaming and cycling by

Dog pooing in side
Owners looking other side

Runners running by
Walkers walking by

People training hard
Some losing weight
Some thinking I am insane
Some being the superstar of the night
Some being the sports star of light

Lovers embraced in arms
Watching the sun meet the horizon

Group of friends laughing in style
Clicking the memories
That will last for a life

Couples of all ages that walk by

Oldest walking slowly
Beside each other
Still saying
Don’t worry I am with you my dear
Hold my breath I sigh, “where’s is mine?”

Middle age couple
Walking at different pace
Wandering
How much I got to sacrifice
Man wished married I never was
Women hope my children are in class

Young couple with a kid in hand
Dreams together of the future of the child
Lest unknown to the fact
What life will spool for their child

Newly wed
Lost in their world
All is beauty if you see through their eyes
Loved embraced like it will eternal
As people stare pass commenting in sign
Some loud, some groans, nothing bothers them
Happy they are in each others arms

Couples stuck in between of all the golden period
Are walking fast discussing the issues of life
One tells the other to calm
Issues will be sorted when we are home
Speed doubles when I near them
Domestic issue I don’t want to look by

All walk encompassing the beauty of life
Not realizing what they have picked up and pass

Aunties my dear aunties
Are so loud when they gossip by
Discussing the previous night party
And annoyed by the other lady last night
Slowed my pace I do sometime enjoy it by

Uncles who say we are on walk
Are still on mobile screaming out loud
How the hell you didn’t get that price
Wait till I complete my walk
Trrrrrringggggggg the mobile rings again
Answering they are all the while
Walked not even 100 meters mark
Hovering below the tree
How long I didn’t wait to watch

Of course are tourists
Who clicks everything
As if they are in a wonderland
Beauty of the nature
Colors of the sky
Smiles of the people
And Indian style

Not to forget our Romeos dear
Who linger and whistle and trouble the couple
Wait and watch the beauty that pass by
Wishing if I had her all in my arms

Are office goers who saunter
Trying to end the wretchedness of the day
And people like me who watches all the way

Few people I see have come to enjoy the beauty of walk
Rarely do I see people who like the sun draw out it rays
Countable people who have enjoyed their day

I walk back taking all the feelings I say
Enjoying the beauty of nature that my eyes can take
The breeze that strokes me
Taking away all the worries I feel
Making me realize
How lucky I am
To enjoy the beauty that sky has