Atrophic Rose

No feelings hidden from you
Yet, you chose not to respond

No tears shown to you
Yet, you chose to respond

Deep within chaos
You rose, a bud
When it wishes to be yours
You allow, withering

The petals that enclaves each other
Brought the perfect symmetry
To it, to be, to yours
You allowed it to hither
Amid the wanderers, further and farther
Aside the meandering wind’s cart

Now,
It lays all scattered amidst the concrete path
Treaded, ruptured, bereft of life
Befallen before you bit by bit,
Fragrant to the cosmos, not you

Resurrect Life

There was a moment of silence……..before the door closed

There was a moment of darkness….. before the sun rose
There was a moment of peace……after you left the home
The emptiness fills it…. vacuum created…..space expanded and collapsed I

The bean bag materializes support
It structure, outlines me
In this womb I remain….. to resurrect life

Let's Dance

If I could write a song to you
Of the differences that complete us
The song that has melodies of us
Words woven of love

If I could sing the song to you
Of how differences complete us
The moment, we not together
Our absence, leaps the heart beat

If I could rhyme that song for you
Where the lyrics, was the stage set
The union of the soul and clashes of the mind, met
The flickering light of us…kindled there.

If I could attuned that song to you
Where every symphony matched
The chord conscientious, present there

If I could ensemble the harmony
Of our orchestra differences to complete us
The genre of our dynamics
To the opera of our whole-step

Our dance would begin then.

Have you been a stranger to yourself where every moment you are changing?

The realization of it is so deadly. There is joy and sorrow in it. Confidence and failure in it.Darkness and light it in and you just an observer below the gliding horizon of your life.Where the color of your sky matches your heart where color of your skin shines in light.Your heart pours out love to strangers and closes the doors to known faces as they stand there forever, hurling, hurting, screaming and yelling at you for the life you wasted trying to seek the inner you, the darker you, the innocent you and the strange you.

Among all this chaos who stands by you… your enemies or your friends your families or your staff…..

None gets to know this as their skies also changes and merges with you…… sometimes with a thump, sometimes with a storm and sometimes it sails with you as one sky… a roof underneath your  chest… a sky above your head.. and wings in place of your feet... and life just grins with a sigh ah! That destiny was just too bright! Would you ever be mine…… would our skies ever fall apart…….. would you still be my roof ………or will I meet my own horizon from where dusk meets the dawn and night the day…..

A lonesome soul with no fear with no trigger just a lump throat and sacred heart of Jesus love……..

Dawn and Darkness meet

When the sun sets on the horizon

You and I meet

When the dawn surpasses the thrust

You go through life as if it’s meant for defeat. You steal hearts as that’s your profession for life.

Your purpose is to be detached from all this and mock at life or fellow beings whose life is this. You shed tears as if the world has come to an end with no one beside you. You laugh with no fear and daring the courage to ride on with you. I love you as you are. Strange and vulnerable, strong and defiant, distant and caring, loving and ripping…… showing the duality of life.

Rip me apart
For once, from myself
Let me, sink in you
And see……..
What I am without you......

The Stadium

The roar of joy,
communicates to all......
The silence of sadness,
Leaves the core untouched.

Completion 

I changed the way I look
But couldn’t change you

I change my thoughts
But couldn’t replace you

I changed God damn everything
But couldn’t change my feelings for you

Come back to the era, we met
Where we were strangers, tied with strangeness
Unexplored, deployed by the society.
Angered rage, filled us
We separated, by our own will
Not conscious, destiny brought us together

Now we meet again
To depart with love and trust
Acceptance of each other and our past

Goodbyes are never simple
Yet we transformed beyond that limitation
As today I am touched by love
Beyond sensual and emotional trail…

It’s pure… I know
As I see you complete and whole
No limitations, no boundaries
Just you and me
Standing at the same edge
Where good bye is no more
A tragic life

It’s our completion of many lives
That stranded us incomplete
Life after lifes……
And today we are complete
Just by the presence of each other in our hearts

 

Being so close to the end
Being so close to the start
The road traveled
Was a distant less than a step apart

Tears cried to descend
Heart opens and shut for a while
Its peeps outside, takes a leap
And ascends inside

Ah! The tremors fell
Dispels the body’s light
Fragmented, it still connects

Rage turns to heat
Fear, a storm
Sadness collapse
And rest never ceased to live

The journey continues
New members come to meet
Sorrow to despair
Shame to guilt
Hurt to pain
And ache to insane

All travelers in me
None wish to reside
None wish to leave
They treat with respect
The lost soul in it

A  stagnated weakness for life.

 

Sorrow has a row,
Happy has an appy
One endowed orchard
Other carbonated

Hail to Fear!

I was suppose to commit suicide
For once more the fear stopped me in!

Transparent

The peace in me is restored
The piece in me is destroyed
Nothingness bore
Therefore
I Am no more ignorant

Who Am I To BE?

Torn between ‘me’
The better be and the best me

The stranger in ‘me’
The worst me and the real me

Who is me?
What I see or what you see?

Who is to be?
My being or yours seeing

Who am I to be?

Red

Deep down, in the sea of emotions, sails a child
The depth of it, he, only can feel
What might seem shallow, could be an ocean, he see

In the muddled water of lake, he finds a pearl
He names it ‘she’, thinking the joy it brings...
Which, he would never feel

Strange as time, the pearl turns
Him to her and he sees an exotic life
Still in the deep waters of red

..

Always in crowd
Away from ones around
I stood all alone
Not knowing
In loneliness, I grow

You came, you loved, you moved
I defined loneliness in you

Now,I embark on journey of love
You gone, deepening loneliness in me

My voice, now speaks
How sullen I have become

My arms, now ache
Of my own enclave territory

My eyes, always moist
Of grief in my heart

My soul, now screams
Of how desired you are

My life, now moans
How dead I am and was



Come Back!
Rewind, that every moment
You were close to my heart

And

I, guard it with armor of my past,
Shield it with arrogance of snide


Yet


You loved,
I disrespect

You trusted,
I cared less

You stretched,
I rebound, and broke at last

You left,it dawned

Loneliness,
was the only thing bred.

Emptiness

Umpteen times I have fallen lonely
Your thought, feels that glory

You... Yours.... Mine..... Unified

You home your heart on mine
Yet never allowed them to beat

You spelled your name on my lips
Yet never allowed them to meet

You made your breath mine
Yet never allowed it to breathe

You bathed me in your fragrance
Yet never allowed it to settle in

You pictured yourself in my eyes
Yet never allowed it to paint

You filled me with your spirit
Yet never allowed it to experience

You stood an inch away
Yet never allowed to reach you

You lived in me
Yet allowed to live without you

You are the truth, I seek
You are the God above
Yet I search within


I believe,
You are one with me