Upset I am
In pain I am
Don’t know where it came from
And
Rob my happiness
Don’t know where it’s going
Don’t know where it’s taking me
But
I do want to know
What made me so sad?
Raindrops of happiness
Dew drops of sadness
The wet leaf me
Felt both of it
Rains washed
All my worries
Dew drops
Still remains with me
Waiting for
My sun to shine
Drying all my dewdrops
In its light
Flowers will bloom
Autumn will come
Spring will fill
All the colors
Of emotions in me
Roses of love
Violets of blue
Yellow of sunflowers
And
Pink of you
Love me
I say to myself
Situation not
But you’re determined
To find happiness
In everything that passes by
Warmth of sun
Cold of winter
Always Follows
With a cup cone
Of waffle chocolates
And strawberries in cream
Lemon juices
And drinking tea
Old wine
And turkey bright
Jingle bells
And colors of sky
All their in my life
Then why I am so upset inside
Is it the weather
Or
The wrong doing of life
Is the truth
Or
My lies that are hiding in me
Is it the reasoning
Or
Morality in me
What is it
That driving me
So infinite
In blues of the mood
Tears of the night
Fears of life
And
Me little inside
Trap in my own sigh
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
The Pure Divine Light In You (Part 1+Part 2)
Scream and screech my heart says within
Jump and sink with what’s within
Colors of golden hue
Pure light of divine you
All flow in you
Admire and appreciate the beauty in you
Don’t search within the people you knew
As you are the Divine light that shines in you
Let it come through the layers that you build
Let it shackle all that you skill
Let it flow through you
And let it radiate you
Smiles will always be yours
Tears will never befriend you
Love will always be in you
And pain will cease to exist
Music will be your blood
Poetry your breath
Lyrics your dream
And friends to cherish
Let it flow
Let it glow
The divine light in you
As you are the master
And the world the observer
Sun will shine every time you pass
Night will fall to the glow of your light
Man will die just to touch your feet
As heavenly you will be
And God like within
No blizzard no tornado will hit
What will flow is the divine water within
Of clear blue water with white light within
Of filth free and compost clean river in it
What will be is just your pure divine soul within
Radiating the true honest self within
With no malingering
With true and pure emotions in it
Thoughts of peace and love in it
Abide you will with all of this
As this will be you and not what you wish
Jump and sink with what’s within
Colors of golden hue
Pure light of divine you
All flow in you
Admire and appreciate the beauty in you
Don’t search within the people you knew
As you are the Divine light that shines in you
Let it come through the layers that you build
Let it shackle all that you skill
Let it flow through you
And let it radiate you
Smiles will always be yours
Tears will never befriend you
Love will always be in you
And pain will cease to exist
Music will be your blood
Poetry your breath
Lyrics your dream
And friends to cherish
Let it flow
Let it glow
The divine light in you
As you are the master
And the world the observer
Sun will shine every time you pass
Night will fall to the glow of your light
Man will die just to touch your feet
As heavenly you will be
And God like within
No blizzard no tornado will hit
What will flow is the divine water within
Of clear blue water with white light within
Of filth free and compost clean river in it
What will be is just your pure divine soul within
Radiating the true honest self within
With no malingering
With true and pure emotions in it
Thoughts of peace and love in it
Abide you will with all of this
As this will be you and not what you wish
Monday, October 19, 2009
The Pure Divine Light In You
Scream and screech my heart says within
Jump and sink with what’s within
Colors of golden hue
Pure light of divine you
All flow in you
Admire and appreciate the beauty in you
Don’t search within the people you knew
As you are the Divine light that shines in you
Let it come through the layers that you build
Let it shackle all that you skill
Let it flow through you
And let it radiate you
THE PURE DIVINE LIGHT IN YOU
Nails.
Nails lack and lustrous nails
Every female envy its counter parts
Some are for the beauty reason
Some are for the catty reason
Some are there just cos they got to be there
Nails oh nails
For men they are the biting feast
For a match with Manchester United in it
For cricketing captains they are the saving grace
In tense situation in which things don’t wait
Nails oh cute little nails
They are so pink and pretty on the babies
Clean and dirty on the kids
Sharp and scratchy on teenagers feet
Nails oh nails
On the human grace
You are a beautifying part
Of a body which people rarely admire
Women paint them pretty and shy
Men clean them for no other reason then lie
Kids’ love them caught they got food in hand
I admire them cos they are part of my life
Sharp and well shaped in my hands
They make my fingers look pretty in my eyes
Gives me one more reason to admire myself
Oh nails my pretty nails.
I love you there.
Every female envy its counter parts
Some are for the beauty reason
Some are for the catty reason
Some are there just cos they got to be there
Nails oh nails
For men they are the biting feast
For a match with Manchester United in it
For cricketing captains they are the saving grace
In tense situation in which things don’t wait
Nails oh cute little nails
They are so pink and pretty on the babies
Clean and dirty on the kids
Sharp and scratchy on teenagers feet
Nails oh nails
On the human grace
You are a beautifying part
Of a body which people rarely admire
Women paint them pretty and shy
Men clean them for no other reason then lie
Kids’ love them caught they got food in hand
I admire them cos they are part of my life
Sharp and well shaped in my hands
They make my fingers look pretty in my eyes
Gives me one more reason to admire myself
Oh nails my pretty nails.
I love you there.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
REALITY OF LOVE
Upheaval of emotions passes the day
Night falls and crowds the day
Tears cry as no one to wipe
Heart drives as words tries
Loneliness dies when tears smile
Heart cries when dear tries
Broken hearts sing the song of love
Forlorn gone love never returns
Pain felt lasts long
Heart melts forms rock
Tears cry as no one to wipe
Heart drives as words tries
Loneliness dies when tears smile
Heart cries when dear tries
Broken hearts sing the song of love
Forlorn gone love never returns
Pain felt lasts long
Heart melts forms rock
LOST IN FUTURE LAND.......
Milieu of the past
Haunts the present
Actions of the dreams
Screws you today
Future of the vision
Drills you today
Rainbow, sunshines
Blew today
When d wind flew today
Emotions are dreary today
As I am sinking today
Of no lands, lowlands to future lands
What it beholds today........
Haunts the present
Actions of the dreams
Screws you today
Future of the vision
Drills you today
Rainbow, sunshines
Blew today
When d wind flew today
Emotions are dreary today
As I am sinking today
Of no lands, lowlands to future lands
What it beholds today........
not of the past, not of the present, not of the future but of the MOMENT
Sunday, October 4, 2009
A Wounded Worker
Today I have nothing to say
Defeated I am by my God within
Tears are rolling down
Searching my soul where it pound
The strength, the courage, the power
To humiliate me in front of my own god
Pain that has ceased, has resurfaced
Hope that had died has begin to smile
Failures in life seems to be win for the day
Hope in life has vanished today
Failures in life are creeping today
God above has forgiven today
Not as his child but a criminal today
Have done nothing wrong today yet I suffer today
Have done something right today yet I suffer today
Day I do nothing today God fired me today
Hope vanished today leaving stranded on road today
Along I walk drifting my life today
To a shore unknown to me today
Roads are not of the heavens
Not of the discoveries
But of the drudgeries of the life
Dip I will take in that river
To wipe the sins of mine today
Start a fresh a new chapter of life today
Finding the power in life today
Power of unknown and power of faith
Power of my being and power of nothing
Power of magnificent and power of trust
Power of hate and power of lust
Power of destruction and power of reconstruction
Power of life and power of failures
Power of hope and power of death
Power of life and power of regret
Power of everything that a man wants in life
Even the power of illusion of my spiritual incline
Tears are rolling down
Searching my soul where it pound
The strength, the courage, the power
To humiliate me in front of my own god
Pain that has ceased, has resurfaced
Hope that had died has begin to smile
Failures in life seems to be win for the day
Hope in life has vanished today
Failures in life are creeping today
God above has forgiven today
Not as his child but a criminal today
Have done nothing wrong today yet I suffer today
Have done something right today yet I suffer today
Day I do nothing today God fired me today
Hope vanished today leaving stranded on road today
Along I walk drifting my life today
To a shore unknown to me today
Roads are not of the heavens
Not of the discoveries
But of the drudgeries of the life
Dip I will take in that river
To wipe the sins of mine today
Start a fresh a new chapter of life today
Finding the power in life today
Power of unknown and power of faith
Power of my being and power of nothing
Power of magnificent and power of trust
Power of hate and power of lust
Power of destruction and power of reconstruction
Power of life and power of failures
Power of hope and power of death
Power of life and power of regret
Power of everything that a man wants in life
Even the power of illusion of my spiritual incline
I want to Live: Live a life
Failures of life today
I count sitting on my window today
Opportunities came and went by
Nor did I realized even one today
Begged I everyday to come my way
When it came I didn’t see it my way
What are the reasons of my failures today
Am I or the situation alone today
Deep down crashed I am today
Garbage of life and nothing else lies in me today
Heavens have turned away from me today
Evil has creeped in me today
Making a devil in me which I don’t want to see again
Crying I am for help, crying I am for death
Why no one listens to me
As I didn’t do this with an intention to kill me
I just did as it came to me
Not realizing what is right and wrong in that situation to be
I just wished only wished a single wish
That I want to live
Live from the core of my human being
The core of untouched powers
The core of untouched romance
The core of untouched love
The core of untouched faith
The core of untouched fear
The core of untouched pain
The core of untouched humanity
The core of just living
I count sitting on my window today
Opportunities came and went by
Nor did I realized even one today
Begged I everyday to come my way
When it came I didn’t see it my way
What are the reasons of my failures today
Am I or the situation alone today
Deep down crashed I am today
Garbage of life and nothing else lies in me today
Heavens have turned away from me today
Evil has creeped in me today
Making a devil in me which I don’t want to see again
Crying I am for help, crying I am for death
Why no one listens to me
As I didn’t do this with an intention to kill me
I just did as it came to me
Not realizing what is right and wrong in that situation to be
I just wished only wished a single wish
That I want to live
Live from the core of my human being
The core of untouched powers
The core of untouched romance
The core of untouched love
The core of untouched faith
The core of untouched fear
The core of untouched pain
The core of untouched humanity
The core of just living
WOMEN ARE MARSHMALLOWS FOR THE MEN
Women are marshmallows for men
Shallow are their hidden scam
Fellows are their fan
Fallen on the sham
Lime and juice make the morning hues
Alcohol and sex make the money bank
Red and hidden are the band
That every man can send
To cast on every other man
Fallen are the foot steps of men
Carrying every pain that it can
Of every women they hold
For the every night they spend
Women are no marsh mallows for men
They are the object of scam
Not of the stock markets that swing
But of the every mood that swing
Women are no marsh mallows for men
They are the object of scam
Cream of the cake
Swallow of the bake
All taste the same
For a man who has no shame
Women are no marsh mallows for the men
They are an object of shame
Shame of being a daughter
Shame of being a wife
Shame of being a child
Just cos she slept a night
Women are no marsh mallows for men
They are an object of pride
Well educated and bright
Earning the living right
For every money spend
On the naked wine
Shallow are their hidden scam
Fellows are their fan
Fallen on the sham
Lime and juice make the morning hues
Alcohol and sex make the money bank
Red and hidden are the band
That every man can send
To cast on every other man
Fallen are the foot steps of men
Carrying every pain that it can
Of every women they hold
For the every night they spend
Women are no marsh mallows for men
They are the object of scam
Not of the stock markets that swing
But of the every mood that swing
Women are no marsh mallows for men
They are the object of scam
Cream of the cake
Swallow of the bake
All taste the same
For a man who has no shame
Women are no marsh mallows for the men
They are an object of shame
Shame of being a daughter
Shame of being a wife
Shame of being a child
Just cos she slept a night
Women are no marsh mallows for men
They are an object of pride
Well educated and bright
Earning the living right
For every money spend
On the naked wine
Women are no more marsh mallows for men
They are an object of scam
Raped by my uncle
Raped by my brother
Raped by my very own people
Raped by myself
Just for the pleasure of a crime
Heinous they say is the crime
Severity of punishment is so slime
Incest they call the relationship
Infectious it becomes all through we live
Death and living means nothing
As far as women are marshmallows for the men
Men will be men
Women will be women
Respect and dignity
Goes to the men
For being the owner of the marshmallow land
They are an object of scam
Raped by my uncle
Raped by my brother
Raped by my very own people
Raped by myself
Just for the pleasure of a crime
Heinous they say is the crime
Severity of punishment is so slime
Incest they call the relationship
Infectious it becomes all through we live
Death and living means nothing
As far as women are marshmallows for the men
Men will be men
Women will be women
Respect and dignity
Goes to the men
For being the owner of the marshmallow land
Friday, October 2, 2009
MY Life in short
Wisdom faith hope all exist
Why do I shy away from all this
My heart beats to the core
My head rings for the false
Confuse I am remain in all of this
Whom to listen whom to shut
Both are a part of me
Pain pleasure all exist
Jealousy arises
Fear fries it
Mind tries it
Failure grips it
Yet we always walk this path, is it?
No, my heart denies it
My head accepts it
Heart says it
Mind discards it
False evidence are produced and seeded in
Call from heaven is disconnected it
Acceptance of faith denies it
Failures of life questions it
Answers are search within this
Not in this but the universe which lives
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